Lately, I have not been feeling great, nor motivated, or excited for anything. I feel lied to by everyone. I want to be that person who’s here on earth to motivate and encourage others but what do you do when you no longer have it in you? I do still believe God has a plan for my life and that I can still put in motion those things but I literally barely have cares to give at this point. Despite how I feel there is a determination in me that won’t let me give up and I’m grateful for it as we transition into 2022. My prayer will continue to be that God helps me to not lose hope for the things I desire to do for others and have for myself because right about now it looks like the odds are for real not in my favor. That can’t be true though so I won’t give in to the lie. For those of you going through the same thing, I hope you will do the same.